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Looking Back

It's looking back at me. Something I can never see. Coarse lines drawn into shape. It's nothing but a copy, just another way to escape. This is a person I've never known. An unknown voice speaks without tone, "Your nothing. Now we own you." A new person speaks, whose voice is soft, this is the child, who has a special view. "We'll keep you safe," it assures. The empty voice screams, "There are no cures!" Cold sweat begins to trickle from fears. Motions uncontrolled crack the mirror. Glass if falling, I cannot stop these tears. It's looking back at

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i've been thinkingthe saddest look 'whats wrong' a fake smile
'nothing'
theres so much disappointment wrapped in shades of grey and when i peel the layers back
all i see is pain.

so try the happiest face 'whats wrong' go back to sad 'nothing'
growing older and 21 is nearly here and all i can think about is how three years ago all i wanted i don't have.

now all there is is empathy 'whats wrong' sigh and just walk away 'everything'
the things i wanted
were not unreachable but someone how i've been thinking
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SickI've got these lines of poetry and love and now they mean nothing. when the love is not returned and trust doesn't exsist. Blinded by a love i felt a hundred years ago.
It no longer exsists I am just cold. My heart doesn't beat for love or emotion. In the shadows and folds of clothes my soul is scarred.
And blood drips slowly out of
woulds for all the pain i feel and my blood doesn't hurt enough nothing hurtsenough to sate this pain that makes me sick. Sick
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Wake me up.It's so hard to be in love with someone who doesn't love me. And as each day passes. A lonely place in my heard grows. All I want is your love and all you want is everything. Everything I can't give you. I have my own past and my own hurt and sometimes it's all too much and my dreams are what wake me up. Wake me up.
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Transmogrify-Transmogrify-
Tons of tangy tangos amongst army ants,
framing artsy grains too fat to format.
A star among smoggy air, magnifying fraying fins of a straying stingray among migrating rainstorms.
Astra singing among gifts, informing friars of giant gismos, aiming angry martyrs to tangoing forts.
Mortifying Morgan, artistic fairies aim for toys to transform into yoga-going frogs. Transmogrify
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Sat Dec 2, 2006, 9:05 AM

work - school - work - school - weekend - start again

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Current Residence: wisconsin
Interests: art and reading
Favourite movie: the labyrinth, the dark crystal + more
Favourite band or musician: lots
Favourite genre of music: rock + punk
Favourite artist: i think... micheal whelan (spelling?)
MP3 player of choice: win amp 2
Favourite game: sonic games
Favourite gaming platform: anything that plays sonic or mario games
Personal Quote: its just a way to spend time and waste money

Email: magick_squadron@hotmail.com
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~musicphreke

Dec 28, 2005, 10:09:55 PM

hey, good to hear you're still alive and kickin', not that you can say the same for your computer 'eh lol...

hope to see somethign new from you soon. i'm hardly on dA anymore myself, but i'm checking it about twice a week or so. how are things? good to hear from ya

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`sanguru

Dec 28, 2005, 4:29:21 PM

thank you for the comment and +fav.

means alot.

~musicphreke

Sep 14, 2005, 2:12:11 AM

well looky here. back about a year later again and i'm still the most recent comment

lol
how's things going?

mP

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~musicphreke

Aug 31, 2004, 1:22:46 PM

almost a year since your last comment. you may see this someday.
i miss talking to you, friend

how have you been lately? you still alive!!??

well, maybe i'll catch you sometime.

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~djthedj

Aug 18, 2003, 10:41:37 PM

just wanted to say hi. how's your summer going? ok bye now...

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Jul 23, 2003, 5:14:00 AM

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~musicphreke

Jun 22, 2003, 1:30:32 PM

gwenn, where've u been girl??
haven't seen u around in so long....i'm beginning to worry...
thoght i'd drop a comment on ur page....
hope u are okay...
well, talk to u later....get on AIM sometime, 'eh?
bye 4 now Hug